maybe several things

I am so angry at everything right now. I am so tempted to just go take a shower and call it a night, because seriously, I fail to see how anything could be worth all this shit. I would rather go to the crappy in-state college with my friends and get kicked out of AP than finish all this crap when it is all ACTIVELY FIGHTING ME.

Also: haven't been able to write all weekend and that is probably part of the reason I am so pissy because SERIOUSLY WTF.

ETA: Okay, took a shower and feeling better now. Still frustrated with the whole application thing. Seriously, ASU is looking better and better everyday, if only because their electronic paperwork is FUNCTIONAL. (Okay, that's not the only reason.)

Now doing research for a book idea I got that I could, for once, sell; let's just say that NA and possibly other twelve step programs would be fairly important, so I've been doing research to refresh my memory, and really, I am completely unable to imagine my childhood without these influences.

Also, would probably need to start going to meetings with Dad again, which I'm sure would make him very happy, but I don't know if he goes to any meetings on days when I am unlikely to have school or rehearsal. Or at times I can be there. Whatever, I'll just talk to him about it.

YES I AM PRETTY EXCITED BY THIS IDEA. Still, kinda depressing A LITTLE, so I'm going to write about WITCHES and eat another COOKIE or two. Kthxbai.