queenofzan (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
queenofzan) wrote2008-05-11 09:35 pm
queenofzan) wrote2008-05-11 09:35 pm
Grraarrraghahahggghhfff.
So I am rereading ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
shoebox_project and I am once again reminded that a: I am Remus and 2: I am rocks.
And I know rocks.
And I know no one who isn't rocks.
I still just don't see what I did to piss off the universe so that I come so close to ridiculous happiness so often, only to juuuuust miss it every single time.
Also! I know exactly what I want in life, but I have no ideas how to get it. Well, I have ideas, but none of them are exactly workable, due to family obligations, by which I mean the fact that I am poorer than most kinds of dirt. Not Phoenix dirt, that dirt is pretty damn poor, particularly nutrient-wise, but then, I am just barely less poor than it.
Ahahaha has this hole been there the whole time and I am merely good at ignoring it or is it honestly not there most of the time and I am only being melodramatic? IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO KNOW.
shoebox_project and I am once again reminded that a: I am Remus and 2: I am rocks.And I know rocks.
And I know no one who isn't rocks.
I still just don't see what I did to piss off the universe so that I come so close to ridiculous happiness so often, only to juuuuust miss it every single time.
Also! I know exactly what I want in life, but I have no ideas how to get it. Well, I have ideas, but none of them are exactly workable, due to family obligations, by which I mean the fact that I am poorer than most kinds of dirt. Not Phoenix dirt, that dirt is pretty damn poor, particularly nutrient-wise, but then, I am just barely less poor than it.
Ahahaha has this hole been there the whole time and I am merely good at ignoring it or is it honestly not there most of the time and I am only being melodramatic? IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO KNOW.