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queenofzan) wrote2005-07-14 09:41 am
queenofzan) wrote2005-07-14 09:41 am
Feelings I can't fight.
That's a weird concept. I was just reading this fic, and I saw this line, and it's really weird. I mean, not weird as in--I'll put the line here and maybe I'll be able to explain what I mean.
It couldn't be true. If it was, the thought wouldn't bother him and he would rationalize it off, right?
What I mean when I say it's weird is that it's something I've never really thought about, but actually does seem to be true, from what I know of people, but doesn't quite work that way with me. But then, I rationalize everything to everyone, sometimes for no reason. It's rather odd, actually. I compulsively rationalize. Unless of course I've been keeping things from myself and am just speaking nonsense, which is always possible.
Anyway. That's it. That's all I wanted to say.
ETA: Except that, for $295, if I bought the tickets today, I could get round-trip to NYC with a stop in Chicago both ways for a couple days. You would not believe the goodness of this news. We could buy the tickets, and I could pay mom back by the time I left. I MIGHT DIE. Now all that's left is to get![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
riddlev online to help with the dates, and I will be all set. And going to New York. Somehow, this completely overshadows HBP. For the moment. EEEEE!!!!
It couldn't be true. If it was, the thought wouldn't bother him and he would rationalize it off, right?
What I mean when I say it's weird is that it's something I've never really thought about, but actually does seem to be true, from what I know of people, but doesn't quite work that way with me. But then, I rationalize everything to everyone, sometimes for no reason. It's rather odd, actually. I compulsively rationalize. Unless of course I've been keeping things from myself and am just speaking nonsense, which is always possible.
Anyway. That's it. That's all I wanted to say.
ETA: Except that, for $295, if I bought the tickets today, I could get round-trip to NYC with a stop in Chicago both ways for a couple days. You would not believe the goodness of this news. We could buy the tickets, and I could pay mom back by the time I left. I MIGHT DIE. Now all that's left is to get
riddlev online to help with the dates, and I will be all set. And going to New York. Somehow, this completely overshadows HBP. For the moment. EEEEE!!!!
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